Monday, 10 December 2012

Critical Reflection for Education 469H, December 2012




Critical Reflection
Education 469H

Darcie Pike-Wilkie
12/10/2012













           
Education has often been described as “investing in our future”. In most cases, people would generally take that to mean that we are investing in our children. Some may overlook the idea of investing in our future as investing in our educators. As kindergarten made the transition to the public school system on Prince Edward Island during the last few years, it has become increasingly apparent to me that I, an Early Childhood Educator teaching kindergarten, have made investments and have been invested in. Where I am now as a teacher is a product of where I have been, whom I have been with, what I have experienced, and where I am going as an educator. As I recently planned and implemented an integrated unit of study titled “Restaurant” in my kindergarten class, I realized that the success of the unit was dependent upon one key element- INVESTMENT!
When investing, it is imperative to consider “who” is involved. As the restaurant theme emerged, it was evident that there were many involved participants, whether they were actually aware of their impact on the unit or not. First of all, I knew what I needed to invest as the person planning the unit. I was cognizant of the children in my class, their needs and strengths, and the critical nature of their participation and interest in the unit. I also depended on the families of the children in my class. One child’s grandmother owns a local bakery and allowed us to visit her bakery to ask questions, have a tour, and observe the restaurant environment. I felt the investment that my family had made on the unit, albeit perhaps unintentional, yet necessary nonetheless. My family would often comment on the time I spent on planning and preparing, sometimes begrudging the time I was away from them. I became increasingly aware of the investment others had in shaping the educator I was today- my parents, friends, teachers, families of the children in my class, professors, co-workers, administrative staff, school board officials, department staff- all whom had invested in me as a person and/or an educator. Who would have thought that there were so many participants that contributed to the success of this one month unit of study?
Next, I considered “what” was invested as this unit was carried out. Immediately, I realize how much time I invested in the project. At times, I feel like I am addicted to my work, always trying to improve, and sacrificing other important things in order to have a great lesson. I do not look for, or expect, outward recognition; in fact I prefer to not be recognized at all. (Well, except from perhaps my own family members…) I “feel” the recognition through the reactions, comments, and gestures of the students in my class. I think that being raised in a home where hard work, motivation, and determination was modelled and taught has shaped this attitude that I have. I also am aware of the money that has been invested in carrying out a unit of study like this. I do not believe that the unit would have been as successful, without the personal financial investment I was willing to make. It makes me think about how other educators invest money into their classrooms, with little to no recognition. But then again, most do not do it for recognition, they do it because they want to and they see the value in it.  I pondered whether I would have invested the same amount of time, energy, and money into this unit of study even had it not been a requirement of this course and am certain that I indeed would have. It is like an intrinsic, innate behavior that I cannot control- it is what makes me, me!
There were many stages to “how” I invested in the restaurant theme. The initial stage of planning I found challenging. We were required to submit a “rough draft” of our unit in a previous course. I had not felt completely comfortable with the suggested layout or structure for the unit. Once we began this course, I felt much more clarity regarding the expectations and then felt compelled to make many necessary changes. Originally, I was planning for possibilities. Now, I was planning for reality. I needed to be more specific in the activities I chose and narrow down the curriculum outcomes. I created a table very similar to the suggested lesson plan elements sheet that was posted on Moodle for this course and then began choosing activities. The end result is that my initial draft copy looks very little like my actual unit plan, and I am much more pleased with result.
Typically, I am a very literacy based teacher- I find many lessons through the books we share. The restaurant theme was a bit challenging as there was a limited amount of books available. The public library proved to be very beneficial in helping me find some literature I could share with the children. I was able to collect about 15 books, many of which were related to pizza…Yum! I also made up my own sentence strip charts- one called At The Restaurant where the children read sentences using the sight words “like” and “and”, and another one called Build A Burger using the sight words “on” and “it”.
Planning for assessment tended to be a bit repetitive. I tend to take a lot of anecdotal notes to either attach to their “work” sample (for their portfolio) or to place in the assessment binder. Much of my assessment was done this way. I usually would draft up a chart or table and fill in the blanks with comments as the children participated in the activity. For my lesson where the children were to create a picture menu on the computer using Tux Paint, I had made an individual assessment sheet for each child. This proved to be very cumbersome, and after discussing it with my faculty advisor, realize that a one-pager checklist would be much more beneficial. I felt that once I had completed the one pager, I could transfer the information to the individual assessment sheets. Even though this activity was done, I did go back and create the one-pager assessment sheet, so it would be available the next time I do this activity. I also took photographs of the children as they participated in the various activities…I like the old phrase, “a picture is worth a thousand words.” As I looked over the assessment sheet for the game “Syllable Burgers”, I realized that speech delays were affecting the phonological skills of some of the children in my class. If a child was struggling to say a word correctly, it impacted the number of syllables they would hear as they said a word. This connected back to their performance on the PAST assessment I had done in October- An “a-ha” moment for me…
  When planning, I try to remain aware of the multiple intelligences. I was grateful during our mind-map that someone had mentioned the Alberton Bakery as a restaurant. I knew that some of my students would benefit from visiting the bakery as a learning experience, just as some would benefit from reading about restaurants. We sang songs about food in restaurants- some children, I’m thinking of one boy in particular, enjoy singing, dancing and acting out. Many would ask me to play a video I had found on You Tube called I Am a Pizza by Charlotte Diamond. I found it extremely beneficial to post many of my unit ideas on Pinterest. I was able to bring songs, lessons, and stories up on the LCD projector for the class to see. Of course, most of the lesson activities were hands-on for the children. It has taken years of experience for me to make certain that I consider the multiple intelligences as I plan and teach. I am reminded of a few “catch phrases”…‘as educators, we should not be asking how smart are you? We should be asking, how are you smart?’ And ‘if a child cannot learn the way that we teach, then we should teach the way that they learn.’
Following the researching and planning was the implementing of the unit. Implementing the unit went relatively smooth, although there were changes or “tweaks” here and there. Most changes were made “on the fly” and I realized that sometimes what seems to be logical and practical in my head is not always in reality. For example, when we played Spaghetti and Meatballs, I had originally planned to have all ten meatballs on the plate for the children. Quickly, I realized that I should only place a few meatballs on the spaghetti at a time, so that I could differentiate the meatballs based on their strengths and needs of the child as we played the game. Most of the activities for this unit were new and with anything, the more you do something the more comfortable you become with it. I think that the changes I made will likely benefit any future use of the activities.
I was hopeful that the children would remain interested in the unit and felt that in all likelihood they would be, based on my observations, but there was still a small seed of doubt in my mind.  I was also wondering if the unit would capture their attention for a full month, particularly with Christmas on the way. I think it was helpful that I did not place all of the restaurant materials out at once. I gradually added items, letting the children “find” them as they explored. Their excitement usually fuelled one another. As I noticed the classroom restaurant not as popular as it originally was, I added Christmas props to the area and immediately saw the hustle and bustle again. It is amazing that the simplest things (like a Christmas apron, a Christmas tablecloth, and Christmas decorations) can extend the life of a unit! 
 Throughout the unit, I tried to consider gender bias and social issues (roles of workers in a restaurant), the 21st century learner (technology), and cultural issues. My “hook” for the unit was when I hid behind the easel and changed in to large chef hat, apron, and thick mustache, wielding a spatula. The children giggled and quickly realized… “that’s you, Mrs.Wilkie.” I made certain that I had the discussion with them that not all chefs were males with mustaches. I also made sure that when we discussed and wrote about the various roles of people that work in restaurants, that both males and females were included for all roles. I had created a vocabulary chart with pictures and words for the various roles depicting both males and females. We read a story “Dim Sum for Everyone”, a book that celebrates a Chinese cultural custom and a universal favorite activity- eating! I also tried to ensure that I met the needs of the 21st Century learner by using technology when possible. After completing the Tux Paint menu and using the LCD screen for videos and songs, I realized how capable of and receptive to technology the children are.        (Maybe it is some teachers that need to become more comfortable as 21st century learners…)
Lastly, but most importantly, I asked myself “why” investment was required for the unit to be successful. Well, the obvious reason for me was the children! To see them actively engaged, curious, and willing to take risks as they learned, made all my efforts worthwhile.  I particularly enjoyed observing the children in their play environment- they re-enact life to learn about life. I witnessed problem-solving, cooperation, and creativity.  As I reflected on their development, it was apparent that every child had made progress. Perhaps it is evident in the “work” samples stored in their portfolios, perhaps it is recorded in an anecdotal note in the assessment binder, or perhaps a new social skill has been learned through the activities. Perhaps it was an intended outcome or perhaps it has incidental.
Why else did I invest in this unit as did?  Personal and professional growth!  Knowing I was being observed and critiqued, made me feel vulnerable, but at the same time, I realized the opportunity afforded to me through this experience. I love a challenge. I somehow enjoy pushing myself further and further, attempting to reach my full potential. Isn’t that what we want for our students- for them to reach their full potential? Why then would I expect any less for myself? As I continue on with my educational journey, I am reminded that investing in myself as a life-long learner, is an investment in my family and my students. Ththings that are most important in life are worth investing in!





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